Countdown

ok. let's be honest. I have a lot of countdowns right now.

Wedding. 100 days. yes. that's right. 100.

School gets out. 79 days.

Wedding dress comes in. 33 days

Go to California for engagement pictures. 9 days

Birthday. 2 days. 22 in 2 days. :)

Clint gets off work and gives me a call. 50 minutes.

yes. I do in fact have a chain link countdown hanging from the ceiling in my room. It was one counting down the days til Clint came home from his mission... I got distracted and never finished the last 5 days... so now it is months til i marry him. I think it is a cute little switch over :)

that is all.

i love my life.

<3

today

today I am grateful.

today I feel loved.

today I helped someone, but really they helped

today I will sit in my sweats all day because I have nowhere to go.

today I can relax.

today I have a pretty ring.

today I should clean my room. I'm not going to.

today I took down my Christmas tree.

today I am happy. today I am in love.

today I feel sunshine.

today I live.

today I will get by.

today I trust.

today I want to just be me.

today I am walking barefoot

today I want to try something new.

today I listen to laughing. I laugh too.

today I will read a book I want to read.

today I will let my hair dry by itself

today I want to watch a chick flick.

today I feel like a girl. I'll paint my nails and not peel it off.

today I will think about others.

today I will just be still.

today I will look forward to the future but live in my today.